torn

She’s torn between
the person she wants to be
and the person she really is
She sometimes does things
which she hates
isn’t conscious of
or simply can’t help doing
And when she realizes
what she has been doing
she feels like Harry Angel
She’s terrified
breaks down
cries
and keeps on repeating to herself
„I know who I am...
I know who I am...
I know who I am....’