I treasure my dreams

I treasure my dreams
they’re half of my life
some come over and over
some happen only once

I won’t go outside
it’s too painful now
the bones are frozen
the fists clenched

was it all real?
was it all worth it?
your eyes are two stars
and they smile
so I guess
the answer is Yes

please tell me
why would that house
always be there
waiting.....
it's so familiar


the life I haven't lived....