Silence

I missed you all my life.
I couldn`t find any simpler word to emphasize the sense of loss.
I even didn`t expect to find.
And there were you,
In the mists of remote, lonely mountain,
cowardly waiting for the beginning,
never to happen.
Then I saw the mob,
a wind of discontent which earlier had been terrifying me in dreams.
I knew that nothing would occur,
pitchy movement of my heart and the thought that that day wouldn`t happen again.