This is what I'll do | final version

Yes I'll do it
I'm all a craving
I want to forget myself
and I don't know
whether it'll be reason
whether it'll cause me more pain
Perhaps I'll manage to drown out heartbeat
perhaps I'll calm the cry of my soul
Yes I'll do it
to deceive real desires
Perhaps I won't regret
perhaps you never know
what to whom and for whom is written
Yes I'll do it
to check to become convinced
and not to lose another chance
given to me by fate