You Will Be When They Write You | wersja ostateczna

You return to yourself so long
as if the road was again snowed under
The former depression was much shallower
and the breakdown not so noisy
Just think - only yesterday
you counted pages in the notebook
saying loudly New Year resolutions:
avoid falling, avoid converting, avoid loving
Today you tear off the last page
seeking nervously a new calendar
with recipes ready for each day