All I Have | final version

All I really have
is my love for you
the rest
will take the form of illusion with the passing of time, anyway

do not be surprised
that I am so often delighted
moved and thirsty for your radiant smiles

even if
in reality
it is my imperfect need for love still pushing me
a delusion born out of my hunger
and hidden behind the curtain of fear

I am thanking you

for this special chance
of excavating a pure piece of myself